The Best Deal Of Your Life !

O Master,
You appear like a dream but
you are the most Real I have seen.

Seeing you 
I can't ignore but see 
the Truth of me.


Practically speaking, you can't repay your debt towards your guru. Nothing in the world that you can offer can cancel that debt.

The master wants nothing from you, there is no reason for him to be your guru; then what can you offer in such a bargain? 
The knowledge shown by the master is so sublime, it has nothing to equal it; what can you offer in such a bargain?
It's the pinnacle of fulfillment, the culmination of your search, the best life has to offer; then what do you offer in such a bargain?
Even if your whole life is offered to him which itself you start to live because of his grace;
does it suffice?
What more can you offer other than yourself to the guru?

The thought of repayment humbly dissolves in devotion and silence.
It's the only real relationship, only form of love you encounter, the touch of which makes every relation real in your life, every encounter a love affair.

Even wanting to repay the guru, inturn the guru graces you with silence !
Tell me what can you offer?

Finding Out What You Are

I woke up as a poor man today
but
I sleep as a rich man !

Its not some thing new I have gained but found out what I already have, always had and will have, always. Nobody could give it to me or take it from me because it is not something anybody can give or take, it is what I am. I could have been fooled into believing the false but it can only happen with my co-operation. When I decide to be responsible for what and how I am, nobody could fool me. 

I miserably fail to be ignorant, to be a follower, to be a believer, to be a conformist, to be a fool !
I feel free and liberated because that is what I am. All conflicts of the ego dissolve; of systematisation, of planning, becoming, reaching, failing, succeeding, everything just comes to a halt. It doesn't even stop but one just sees the absurdity of it and breaths as if for the first time after dropping heavy chains which you agreed to carry, no matter chains were iron or gold.

And One just Lives now !