This deep rooted discontent, this restless-ness; how do you answer some thing when it is already answered or when the question does not exist? How you be content, be complete when you already ARE content and complete? When you have everything you need, it is all already there then what do you seek for?
Where does this need to DO comes from? Always doing something or the other; sitting just like that for sometime or going with the flow has become so un-comfortable.
Even knowing all this does not seem to help it seems. Night and day, good and bad, right and wrong, black and white, all loose their meaning, there is no difference, you feel so un-settled in your thoughts as if you are so out of place. You try to make sense of things, to put them in order, to stick to some rules, ideas, but alas! the nothingness of this existence is a stark reality in your face. Anything and everything can make perfect sense and does not make any sense at the same time.
And the recognition of the absurdity of all this activity and at the same time the presence of it, Haha!
What can be more amusing than this universe in the moment? what can be more sobre? more intoxicated? more humorous? simpler? complicated? more complete and incomplete? fulfilling and upsetting?
All my attempts to label it is itself absurd! what can be said about this? whatever this is and whatever this is not; What can you ask? and why do you ask? even these are questions. The logical structure of this language is fallacious, rather the structure of duality is fallacious. An act of taking is also an act of giving simultaneously. Or is the structure complimentary? pointing to a circle, a completeness that everything is orderly as it happens!
Who can solve all this and contemplate? and to what end? who is there I wonder
yet there IS,
and NOT !
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