Many a thoughts, does not see the light of the day. Some wild, some ugly, some rebellious, some vulgar, some noble, good or evil, sane, insane. There exists a tension whether their expression is valid or not, what repercussions they might cause once they are out in the open, they may not leave life the same? Also there is a fear of making them real through expression or whether there is a need to even speak them giving them undue attention, whether one is really the thoughts one think or is there a difference? What will be the image created once the thoughts have taken shape of a language, the image which one has nurtured all of one's life a single action can shatter it to pieces.
I wonder whether everyone goes through this and is aware of such turmoil inside? This dilemma of whether to say or not to say. Doubting, analyzing ones own self in shock and horror, wondering what makes you capable of such ideas. Whether expressing them is genuine or letting them be is.
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